20th of January in 2023

 Well actually something has changed in me and now I am aware that "in me", is meant literally. Because I still peel potatoes, wash my laundry, go out to earn money, love people, mourn fates.
So that which has changed in me is an access to a new perspective. It allows me not to be afraid of life. It gives me courage and inspiration, like a muse, only much more spirited. To speak of a change in my mind sometimes seems impossible to me, because many insights that one experiences, one "experiences", again literally. A feeling can only be described, felt or expressed, never grasped.